Can cerebral palsy affect your life and ability to ?

This is very embaring for me to talk about. But I have to get it out there since I am desperate for answers. I am 20 years old and have been with my boyfriend for seven years. We started having a year ago... slowly learning things. As time went on I felt I wasn't normal. In the beginning my bf was a premmie and has progressed to being able to last 30 mins. But I notice that whilst having I get this feeling that I have to pee which I am told that if left alone will lead to a normal . But since my bf usually s before me we'd stop and then shortly afterward I'd go to the bathroom and dispense this clear liquid. I didn't feel that it was very intense. During the beginning though my father was till alive so was rushed. Now my dad is dead and were living in his house with my older brother who helps us pay the bills since we only have part time jobs and don't make enough to live on our own. I wonder if maybe my body has gotten into routine with the whole rush it thing and maybe if my bf has too. On another note I became curious about my life because I watched strictly with dr drew. The episode was about s. He said if you have any kind of nerve affecting disease that it will affect your ability to . I know that I was born prematurely and with a minor form of cerebral palsy. When my mom was pregnant with me she fell and her cord wrapped around my neck causing me to lose air and brain cells. During my childhood I had to take speech cles and coordination cles until I was 10 years old. I'm fine now the only issue I have is my short term memory loss due to my cerebral palsy not to mention I am near sighted so I have to wear contacts or gles. So does any of that affect my ability to since when under pressure to it seems like I can't and when I apparently do it doesn't feel right? I'm confused... someone please help me.